Tiada erti putus asa dalam kamus hidup saya. Iye! Saya yakin dengan penyataan ni. Dulu-dulu, saya selalu pikir, "Nape die lagi baik dari aku?", "Nape die lagi pandai dari aku?", "Nape die lagi hebat dari aku?". Y. Y. Y. Itu je selalu saya pikir. Saya tak sedar, yang setiap insan ade kelebihan masing-masing sama ada kita perasan atau tak. Pelik bukan? Tak kan kita tak tau ape kelebihan kita? Ye. Itu la saya. Saya masih tak tau apa kelebihan saya. Buntu.
Buntu di belakang. Tapi kini, buntu sudah jauh meninggalkan saya and i gonna reach the exact answers for all those questions that i mentioned earlier.
The answers are:
1). Saya terlalu memandang tinggi akan orang lain and not realized that I am better than them.
2). Saya terlalu mengharapkan miracle. Even though the miracle not always happen, but I am still waiting for it. *sigh*
3). I am too egoistic. Ya. Ya. Sounds like I am bad rite? But, sometimes egoistic attitude drove me to reach what exactly that I want in my life. No offend OK?
4). Saya jenis yang suka menunggu arahan. Not an attacker person. I need to throw this habit. So so bad! Saya pun tak suka.
5). I am coward. Yes! I am! Really hate it. But, when I am in the critical situation, I will be a very very brave girl among others. Tak percaya? Tanya mak saya. Hehe.
6). Suke lengahkan masa. Means, saya suka if kerja bertimbun-timbun and do it at the same time with a lot lot of pressure! Sangat mencabar! :)
Finish! All the answers are here. Em. I need to find more. Hee!
And now, alhamdulillah. With a lot of help from HIM by Doa, I can stand here to find the meaning of being a truly Muslimah. And I am still hoping that I can be a better person than today. Amin. Hope, all my wishes will be granted by HIM. Amin.
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